martes, 11 de marzo de 2008

^^^^^^^^Once upon a Time^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Învisibility also sounds much like imbecility, and I may suffer from both. Probably because after giving away a bit of skin....after feeding wolves or werewolves with some tender flesh....they started nawing the bone...and chewing my soul away.......lying on the floor half naked, stripped from all dignity and from all blood....just one small and nervous jerk of my fingers makes me realize I might still be alive after all.....they ran away....werewolves love tender flesh...mine was beginning to roth and some strange stealth flavour was reaching their tongues...so when it was enough of the same old smells...they moved forward to some new victim...may be new skin, fresh smells and tender meat will result tastier for them........blood gets thicker by the hour...and I can not scream anymore...I might be attracting some other sort of beast....but my voice has been reduced to a murmur now....and I can presently feel the sound of my diminishing heart beats.....it's a lose lose situation...and I'm the only one who loses....but...hey....that's what happens if you believe a wolf would do a good puppy....can't teach them to fetch....or to roll over.....now the one who has roll over the mud is me.......and...for one second, while falling...while seeing its white teeth sinking in my neck...I thought that it wasn't so bad....and may be it wasn't...what is worse is what's left of me now.....half a heart...bruised and almost dead body.....a full consciousness of what's just happened.....that's the worst, the poor wasn't able to finish me off.....poor me better said.....Here and now in the middle of this dark forest...I'm invisible...no one sees me 'cause I'm no longer a person....no one cares about me.......no one talks to me 'cause I don't have the will to answer back...no one remembers that once...a long time ago I was a girl who went for a walk to the forest....and as they erase me frome their memories and cover everything under a layer of dust, they cover me too...burying me and what I was before.....may be it's better to go unnoticed....may be is better to die this way........silly me.....bleeding to death for just one minute of glory.....thinkin' that I could achieve what was never meant to be.......a victim ...may be??...no...a human sacrifice...willing to offer her life for the sake of feeling that thrilling second before the blackout.

1 comentario:

Luigi dijo...

Está muy bueno esto que escribiste...Is it yours? La ignorancia a veces es patrimonio de todos...

Hacía un tiempo que no andaba por acá, y de verdad siempre me gusta leer lo que escupe tu teclado. Algunas situaciones me alejaron del mundo binario. En fin.
Es bueno saberse vivo a fin de cuentas, a pesar de los moretones, de la sangre que se seca en nuestra carne y de las demás marcas...por ahi es como un souvenir de las cosas pasadas y un recordatorio para cosas futuras. Lo mejor es aprender de todo y de todos, hasta el mas imbécil de los imbéciles nos pueden enseñar algo....
Saludos!! y no deje de pasar si quiere leer una ficción molar (??)


Luigi